Mrs.BlueEarmuffs

The Special Ones

Wednesday, February 26, 2014 | 5:45 AM | 0 comments

Hey lovelies. Haha :)) It has been a while since my last update. I think I have been away for like 9 months ? Yeah, sorry. I am sorry. I was so busy with school and homework and stuffs ((whispers actually it's just me. I was so lazy and I just don't have any idea what to write here lol)) BUT AT LAST, I AM FINALLY HERE LMAO

So, I have just watched a video uploaded by TSENT2008.

Truthfully, I feel glad to know that some people still have a respect towards orang kurang upaya and orang tidak berkemampuan. Aku selalu nampak orang macam 'mengelak' orang-orang yang special ini but why exactly are they avoiding them ? They are humans too. Yes, orang special ni sometimes can be quite rash but they are not bad. They are special so you can't expect them to act like you do.

But seriously why are you avoiding them ? Do you think that they are crazy ? Huh ? It saddens me when people think like that. They act like they love the special ones, respect them, and they said that people have to treat them dengan adil. But when they see them, they are the ones who avoid them.

I actually ada adik yang dalam lingkungan orang-orang special ni jugalah. And when people see him, they always stare at him macam dia itu pelik sangat. I know that maybe diorang kasihankan my brother but staring at him, that's just kinda rude. Even if you kasihankan him, at least smile. Not by cringing. Sometimes people try to avoid him too. Like try to not walk near to him. I feel bad for my brother. Dia nak berkawan. He also loves the attention. But what can he do if people do something like these ? Nothing.

People please respect the special ones too. Treat them normally, like how you treat your friends. Not by staring at them like they grow 4 heads or something. Orang-orang special ini tak gila. They just can't think and act like you.

Not Just You

Sunday, May 5, 2013 | 9:40 PM | 0 comments

Darling, I know your hearts seen better times

I know our songs had better rhymes

Before today. No

Darling, I guess I made the wrong mistakes

I understand if you need your space

Please take your time

Before you go away, so far away

You need to realize

Baby it's not just you

You know it hurts me too

Watching you leave, with tears on your sleeve

Don't you notice mine aren't exactly dry

Baby it's not just you

That's hurting

It's me too

I'm sorry

I wasn't there to catch the fall

I didn't hear you when you called, all of those nights

Please don't forget the good days with me

I can make back the heart aching beat

When it gets dark and it's hard to see

I'll turn on the lights

I'm not giving up!

You don't have to leave!

I am willing to beg till I break my knees

I believe in us!

Don't give up on me!

Girl I know that you're hurting

And I'm sorry for the pain

I promise that I'll change

Forgive me, forgive me

Baby it's not just you

You know it hurts me too

We had it all, how could we fall

Baby I thought we would never die

Baby it's not just you

Don't Cry

| 9:25 PM | 0 comments

Love seems to change easily

In place of our own greed, a painful scar is left

Gotta let you go

And please don't cry

I guess I was not really the person for you

I couldn't hold back my stupid heart

Which pained you

And please don't cry

Here is the end for the both of us

And until the world would allow our love then

It's okay baby please don't cry

This long journey is about to end

But someday, we will meet again

In the next life, we will see each other again

Everyday we are blinded by our anger

What we were fighting about every minute

I cried every night

All the long nights

I stayed up late crying

I spent them all alone

Baby I cried

Sometimes, when tears come to me

I remember our beautiful memories

I hope that you won't be hurt anymore

And please don't cry

Hello

| 8:39 PM | 0 comments

Hello, did you eat?

Your whereabouts worries me

Tell me baby where you at

Hello, call me baby I'll be there

Hello, pick up the phone girl

Cause I gotta be there

Maybe you're going to be late because of traffic, I feel urgent

Maybe you forgot batteries again, me again

I feel like it's going to rain so I think about it a bit, you a little bit

To see you earlier I go pick you up

You'd be surprised when you see me, you'll like it

So that we won't miss each other, I should run

I see you from far away

But I call you and just say

Hello, did you eat?

Your whereabouts worries me

Hello, why can't you see anything?

Hello hello

I came to pick you up, thought it was going to rain

That you would walk in the rain alone

I'm in front of your house it looks like you're with someone

I couldn't say it because I thought I'd lose you

I know these actions aren't very brave

Even if you say I'm a coward, I can't go anymore

Do you know these feelings

Way to you feels like hell

Should we be feeling the same

This doesn't make sense

I was the one to make you feel better

Please tell me it's nothing

Why not me just tell, say anything

What are you doing there

Can't you feel me looking at you?

Looking at you blankly

Say things you want to say tomorrow

Say you are sorry tomorrow

Where are you looking at? You should be here

I wanted to see you since it's raining, walking down the street

I walked with you, feel like I'm going to die

I'm in front of your house, I miss you

I'm going crazy, it has to be you

I Remember

| 8:38 PM | 0 comments

I don't know why I still remember

All our memories that were like a living hell

I'll remember our past, you were playing around with me

Thanks to you, everything's changed for me

The side of me that used to be able to laugh, doesn't exist anymore

Love is a joke to me now; my crushed heart

I tried everything to forget you

I became better before anyone else

I hoped that you would regret it all when you saw me

Yeah, all of my music that you ignored

Will be blasting on the streets of Seoul

Our old habits are holding onto us

You're often unconsciously falling into a nightmare-like world

But still, because I was in love with you

I won't ever forget you

Yes, I remember

Even if I close my eyes, I still see us

There's still a light there

I'l deeply retain the times we had together

Even if pain comes over time

The promise I made for the rest of my life

I won't ever forget that moment until the end

I remember

I don't know what you've done to me

Just like that

Forget it, I won't deal with love, I came back

Throw it all away, I don't need it anymore

Now, I can finally sleep without you around

There's a spotlight lit in your empty space

I don't believe in the significance of the dream I dreamed

I'm going crazy in the reality of being thrown away

I'm hot stuff. People like you want to go out with me

The scars you get from pleading; I'll live my life in a corrupt way

Even long after our farewell

In the end, all I had left was the promise we made, which doesn't exist now

That was the often reason to why I'm where I am now

I let that day slip through my hands

Don't ever look at me again

I'll believe that you feel the same way I do

I won't ever forget

Yes, I remember

Paradise

| 8:37 PM | 0 comments

This place is a paradise, only if you're here

A paradise that has locked you in against your will

A sad paradise that you won't go if you're awake

A paradise that we can be together forever

I can only watch you while holding my breath

I can only do so cause it might break

You look at me, you probably will, you don't look, you will

You look at me and it hurts

Please stay here, I'm asking you a favor, I'll treat you better, I can't let you go yet

I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day

I'm gonna hold you in a little longer, I'm gonna look at you a little more

Until my heart cools of a little more

I must live even without you, but right now, I need you

In Your Eyes

Monday, April 22, 2013 | 7:28 AM | 0 comments

I have been told once but

I felt the heart beating on that day

I know from the start

I was not sure what, we sounded like it is destiny

Love me and time will lead you

Forever without breaking up

I thought I was dreaming, like a real dream

Remember that day when we first met

Dazzling and radiant eyes and gave me such a day

Thank you for what you gave me

Love stays

Our time to be together

Do not change, forever

Like a dream to me like a dream

#mrs.blueearmuffs

The Special Ones

Wednesday, February 26, 2014 | 5:45 AM | 0comments

So, I have just watched a video uploaded by TSENT2008.

Not Just You

Sunday, May 5, 2013 | 9:40 PM | 0comments

Darling, I know your hearts seen better times

I know our songs had better rhymes

Before today. No

Darling, I guess I made the wrong mistakes

I understand if you need your space

Please take your time

Before you go away, so far away

You need to realize

Baby it's not just you

You know it hurts me too

Watching you leave, with tears on your sleeve

Don't you notice mine aren't exactly dry

Baby it's not just you

That's hurting

It's me too

I'm sorry

I wasn't there to catch the fall

I didn't hear you when you called, all of those nights

Please don't forget the good days with me

I can make back the heart aching beat

When it gets dark and it's hard to see

I'll turn on the lights

I'm not giving up!

You don't have to leave!

I am willing to beg till I break my knees

I believe in us!

Don't give up on me!

Girl I know that you're hurting

And I'm sorry for the pain

I promise that I'll change

Forgive me, forgive me

Baby it's not just you

You know it hurts me too

We had it all, how could we fall

Baby I thought we would never die

Baby it's not just you

Don't Cry

| 9:25 PM | 0comments

Love seems to change easily

In place of our own greed, a painful scar is left

Gotta let you go

And please don't cry

I guess I was not really the person for you

I couldn't hold back my stupid heart

Which pained you

And please don't cry

Here is the end for the both of us

And until the world would allow our love then

It's okay baby please don't cry

This long journey is about to end

But someday, we will meet again

In the next life, we will see each other again

Everyday we are blinded by our anger

What we were fighting about every minute

I cried every night

All the long nights

I stayed up late crying

I spent them all alone

Baby I cried

Sometimes, when tears come to me

I remember our beautiful memories

I hope that you won't be hurt anymore

And please don't cry

Hello

| 8:39 PM | 0comments

Hello, did you eat?

Your whereabouts worries me

Tell me baby where you at

Hello, call me baby I'll be there

Hello, pick up the phone girl

Cause I gotta be there

Maybe you're going to be late because of traffic, I feel urgent

Maybe you forgot batteries again, me again

I feel like it's going to rain so I think about it a bit, you a little bit

To see you earlier I go pick you up

You'd be surprised when you see me, you'll like it

So that we won't miss each other, I should run

I see you from far away

But I call you and just say

Hello, did you eat?

Your whereabouts worries me

Hello, why can't you see anything?

Hello hello

I came to pick you up, thought it was going to rain

That you would walk in the rain alone

I'm in front of your house it looks like you're with someone

I couldn't say it because I thought I'd lose you

I know these actions aren't very brave

Even if you say I'm a coward, I can't go anymore

Do you know these feelings

Way to you feels like hell

Should we be feeling the same

This doesn't make sense

I was the one to make you feel better

Please tell me it's nothing

Why not me just tell, say anything

What are you doing there

Can't you feel me looking at you?

Looking at you blankly

Say things you want to say tomorrow

Say you are sorry tomorrow

Where are you looking at? You should be here

I wanted to see you since it's raining, walking down the street

I walked with you, feel like I'm going to die

I'm in front of your house, I miss you

I'm going crazy, it has to be you

I Remember

| 8:38 PM | 0comments

I don't know why I still remember

All our memories that were like a living hell

I'll remember our past, you were playing around with me

Thanks to you, everything's changed for me

The side of me that used to be able to laugh, doesn't exist anymore

Love is a joke to me now; my crushed heart

I tried everything to forget you

I became better before anyone else

I hoped that you would regret it all when you saw me

Yeah, all of my music that you ignored

Will be blasting on the streets of Seoul

Our old habits are holding onto us

You're often unconsciously falling into a nightmare-like world

But still, because I was in love with you

I won't ever forget you

Yes, I remember

Even if I close my eyes, I still see us

There's still a light there

I'l deeply retain the times we had together

Even if pain comes over time

The promise I made for the rest of my life

I won't ever forget that moment until the end

I remember

I don't know what you've done to me

Just like that

Forget it, I won't deal with love, I came back

Throw it all away, I don't need it anymore

Now, I can finally sleep without you around

There's a spotlight lit in your empty space

I don't believe in the significance of the dream I dreamed

I'm going crazy in the reality of being thrown away

I'm hot stuff. People like you want to go out with me

The scars you get from pleading; I'll live my life in a corrupt way

Even long after our farewell

In the end, all I had left was the promise we made, which doesn't exist now

That was the often reason to why I'm where I am now

I let that day slip through my hands

Don't ever look at me again

I'll believe that you feel the same way I do

I won't ever forget

Yes, I remember

Paradise

| 8:37 PM | 0comments

This place is a paradise, only if you're here

A paradise that has locked you in against your will

A sad paradise that you won't go if you're awake

A paradise that we can be together forever

I can only watch you while holding my breath

I can only do so cause it might break

You look at me, you probably will, you don't look, you will

You look at me and it hurts

Please stay here, I'm asking you a favor, I'll treat you better, I can't let you go yet

I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day

I'm gonna hold you in a little longer, I'm gonna look at you a little more

Until my heart cools of a little more

I must live even without you, but right now, I need you

In Your Eyes

Monday, April 22, 2013 | 7:28 AM | 0comments

I have been told once but

I felt the heart beating on that day

I know from the start

I was not sure what, we sounded like it is destiny

Love me and time will lead you

Forever without breaking up

I thought I was dreaming, like a real dream

Remember that day when we first met

Dazzling and radiant eyes and gave me such a day

Thank you for what you gave me

Love stays

Our time to be together

Do not change, forever

Like a dream to me like a dream

#mrs.blueearmuffs